For me, I love music but sometimes I stop and think kung may kwenta pa ba lahat ng ginagawa ko or nag-aaksaya na lang ako ng oras, pagod at panahon? Then again music is so embedded in me and it has become my identity, my voice and my outlet. For me, I'll never stop dreaming coz' i love what I'm doing... Sa meron o sa wala... sige lang... rakrakan pa din. Ever since the underground bands pa kami before na thrash metal / grunge era of the 90's and now
"I'm rockin' with the Cross" from which I've found my true passion in music.
I've played and still playing with musicians and some of them were music graduate on some prestigious university and some of them (NOT ALL) equates music as equals to money and very practical ang approach sa "PAG-TUGTOG" na to the point na I dont know as if they're afraid to explore and experiment and I cannot blame them coz' iyon talaga yung course na tinapos nila and eventually yun yung career and hanap-buhay nila so they really need to earn through music and it's another story (No Offense po!
).
What I mean, look at RJ Jacinto, he has all the money pero sige pa rin ang rock n' roll kase yun na yung passion nya and i-martial law mo man ang Pinas, di pa rin papapigil. Up to now, I have tons of compositions, arranged & recorded in my PC and still I can't get over the fact na I still have to keep my normal day job (shifting / Hihi...
) since I'm already married and di ko pwede pabayaan ang family ko. As of now, I'm allocating some of my time for my music, family and work.
The bottom line, I'm kinda' frustrated kase I cannot pursue my passion in music as a career but then again, even if i grow old, I'll still play music. nuff said.